i feel a bit dizzy at almost all times, because i'm dazed and confused.
but i try to climb a mountain every weekend, and i learned to use macro on my camera and yeah
there's a girl i like but whom i don't know how to talk to (she's not in my group of friends and i've never liked somebody from afar so when we talk i'm really nervous) and then today in art club there was this boy who i'd seen and thought was straight so hadn't put much thought to (even though he's attractive) but now i'm fairly sure he's a homo and i reaaally wanna talk to him but again. awkward.
anyhow. found a waxwing dead today outside the dorm. it makes me sad that it's dead, but at the same time i finally got the chance to look closely at one of these birds...
and while outside photoing it, i observed a chipmunk climb halfway up a tree and begin shooting these lazerbeams of sound, finally identifying the lazer bird. guess it's not a bird at all.
sigh. i wish i could find somebody who wanted to run in the woods and watch things with me. lkadjlkeajrlejwra